It All Starts With Me : Memoir ("It All Starts" series by Esmeralda Book 1) Kindle Edition

There is a little girl in this book. She is three years old. Her parents are on other continents. Above her, a ceiling fan that turns. She doesn’t have a word for what she feels. She just knows, somewhere in her body before her mind can say it, that she is the reason they left.She carried that with her for many decades.Everything she built to survive it — the modeling career, the manicured Instagram life, the houses bought and renovated unconsciously trying to build the home she never had — the armor, the ambition, the perfect image. The mask she wore so long she forgot it was a mask.My intention in writing this book was to share, from my rawest form, how much we perform for love, for happiness, for belonging. And how, underneath all of it, we can become the parent we never had.If this book found you — it was meant to. Read more